I want to constantly feel obliged to make things.
One of the biggest issues I tend to have during any creative process is that little voice in the back of my head telling me how pointless my endeavor is. Sometimes the voice backs off long enough for a song to reach completion or a table top game concept to be written up, but that's only sometimes. The rest of the times I get halfway through an idea and then scrap it before I even consider letting it come to fruition.
Now that I'm taking classes that constantly push me to complete video assignments, I have less time to listen to the voice in my head. I need this kind of deadline-based schedule to keep me going, and I'm happy to have it.
I just need to make sure I don't crash and burn!